This week has been the most challenging week of my life. There is no sleep, lots of stress, and trying to make sure Alli still feels loved. I get a lot of questions about how I am. I normally just say I'm tired. I was given incredible advice by an angel that I work with named Laurel. She has an amazing heart and listens. She told me while I was going through the toughest part of my pregnancy to just put my heart and trust into Gods hands. That is exactly what I did. Things started to get easier. I have also taken Ms. Underwoods advice and let Jesus take the wheel. I think putting my faith into knowing that God knows I can handle this has made things easier to accept. Plus stress will only lower my very high milk supply. This NICU baby process has brought me closer to my faith and I will keep this relationship going because it is really working for me.
As our journey ends here in the hospital and our new life at home begins, I ask you to say a little prayer for the babies still in the NICU who still have a ways to go. And pray their families get the support they need to stay positive because I have learned it is hard sometimes to stay positive but it is the only way to not go nuts.
I thank everyone for the prayers. They work!
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